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Tuesday, January 04, 2005

i have so been in the mood to write a really really .. er something rather blog. (hah, bad ass start there lahnna..). but yeah thats my goal today.

"kick ass. stay strong."

thats such a great quote. when you kick ass, keep going. be strong, you control your fate and you are as strong as you think you are.

A- kick- Ass- Off -the- my- Comfortable -chair-rolling -on-the-floor- with that conversation with Ericia that had quite impacted me last week.

"ok.. i quit"

:37:30 AM You said:yoz afternoon
7:37:44 AM You said:how's yr trip to india?
7:39:38 AM zicia@hotmail.com says:hi..
7:39:47 AM zicia@hotmail.com says:everything went well except food poisoning
8:35:43 AM You said:huh food poisioning , that bad...
8:38:40 AM You said:I am doing pretty welll in hsa and i dun wan to leave ..i got a job offer from nuh as medical tech ..how?
8:40:43 AM You said:i think i will be leaving HSA in 2 weeks time

8:49:23 AM zicia@hotmail.com says:i duno...
8:49:27 AM zicia@hotmail.com says:up to u.. which u prefer
8:49:31 AM zicia@hotmail.com says:ptime or full time

8:55:17 AM You said:both also can
8:55:26 AM You said:but i like the hsa environment...
8:56:06 AM zicia@hotmail.com says:thats ur future.. u have to make a decision

8:57:11 AM zicia@hotmail.com says:u cant ask ppl for opinion...
8:57:23 AM zicia@hotmail.com says:think of ur future..

9:13:45 AM You said:since u have worked in hsa abt 1 year, do u think is there any future or not?
9:14:15 AM zicia@hotmail.com says:no comments

9:14:20 AM zicia@hotmail.com says:it all depends on ur interest
9:14:46 AM zicia@hotmail.com says:if u prefer those sit around chit chat life then be it.. continue
9:14:57 AM zicia@hotmail.com says:if u wan challenging job .. u got to find it else where

9:15:04 AM zicia@hotmail.com says:all depends the nature of job u prefer
9:15:43 AM zicia@hotmail.com says:for my case i am one who dislike sitting by the desk and do reading.. that is why i left the job

9:15:46 AM zicia@hotmail.com says:so all depends on u..

10:25:42 AM You said:ask u a personal Q , have u ever procrastinated in leaving HSA , despite it's relax environment?
10:28:19 AM zicia@hotmail.com says:/???
10:28:25 AM zicia@hotmail.com says:i ask u back la..

10:28:37 AM zicia@hotmail.com says:did they ever mention to u that they wan to convert u to perm?
10:29:04 AM zicia@hotmail.com says:u wan to forever work as temp then i got no comments
10:29:21 AM zicia@hotmail.com says:u are still young.. u can afford to waste ur time.. ppl like me too old for such stuff lioa
10:29:36 AM zicia@hotmail.com says:career for me now is more impt than anything..
10:30:27 AM zicia@hotmail.com says:tell u the truth i believe chances of converting to perm will be very small.... so no point wasting ur time there
10:30:39 AM zicia@hotmail.com says:but if u enjoy such life and no worries over money etc then go ahead

10:32:23 AM zicia@hotmail.com says:i believe u already know what u want.. just that u dun wan to say out nia.. just want to follow what others say..

10:32:35 AM zicia@hotmail.com says:Just do watever u feel like it.. its ur life.. dont let others affect ur decision

10:35:33 AM zicia@hotmail.com says:no point asking around
10:35:44 AM zicia@hotmail.com says:stop wasting ur own time asking :D

10:36:59 AM zicia@hotmail.com says:i am a straight forward person :)

10:37:16 AM zicia@hotmail.com says:so dont waste ur time asking nor waste others time in answering

10:37:37 AM zicia@hotmail.com says:do wat u think is right for u.. dont let others decide for u.. Is ur lIfe!
10:37:43 AM zicia@hotmail.com says:hope u not offended

10:40:14 AM You said:no la...i am not offended ...i like ppl who gives honest advice coz ...

10:40:59 AM You said:coz....sometimes there are too much lies to maintain in a relationship

10:42:03 AM zicia@hotmail.com says:haiz.. then u stick to it then if u are insist of staying
10:42:08 AM zicia@hotmail.com says:work till u die there

*at this point of time , me :
-_-

Butt kicking sia. This is no kidding

Especially these:
Just do watever u feel like it.. its ur life.. dont let others affect ur decision

if u wan challenging job .. u got to find it else where

do wat u think is right for u.. dont let others decide for u.. Is ur lIfe!

work till u die there !

I think i can just fall in love with her

I know she's not lying and I believe that as a experienced person who had gone though this before ...she goes on to P & G as a Researcher (anyway, look like she's eng in P & G :^) , she gives a very honest advice.

Ericia , although saw her for only 2 days but she's kind of a very CooLZ n ...well sort of gutsy and "got character" person.
It's better than knowing a person who dun gives revolting , honest opinion ...leading to your pitfall.
Sometimes , it is essential to have such a mate to come into your life , gives u a good scolding , spank u , curse u , insult u, foul criticizing without any holdback of whether they will hurt u . without like a wimp as they mean gd.

COmE ON ! KICK ME on my BIG FAT Butt AND send Me FLYing ....LAying on the cold hard Floor ...Then Stampade ME AGAIN AnD AgaIn with your flying sauces Kicking leg, slap me on my face left right left right...fiNALLy POUr ME SOme BurRRINg COLD WATER On MY SLEEPPY FACE .. And I Goes

Fully awaken. "THANk u friend, wat am I doing here ...wat time is it?"

KEKE (exaggerated..)

They , maybe hidden behind an action of foulness, but at the end of the day, they could be the one emerged..... as your true benefactor.
But... also a lady who will let u go vomit blood lolx !

Toking about asking ppl around for advice and throw your own responsibilities on them ( and hopefully u can blame them if something goes wrong to make u feel better). Advices is helpful, but use wisely!

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